plague of butterflies: losing the sunsetsdo you remember feeling alive?
do you remember feeling?
do you remember?
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Last night, I dreamt of flying over ashen skies and metallic telephone wires and hundreds of thousands of chalk-feathered birds. I’ve analyzed it to death, so much that my memory of it cannot be resurrected.
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Every so often, in the early hours of the morning, I send prayers to the God I don’t believe in, pleas for ecclesiastical forgiveness to the Church I’ve long since outgrown.
I don’t believe in eternal Paradise, but my faith in oblivion is absolute.
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I’ve never loved another human being as much as I love my sorrow.
by ~MyWhimsicalAlter
My CatharsisI am the scent of falling rain, fragmented virgin mary statues with cracked lips parted in mute sacrilege. I am stained glass windows in an abandoned church, every color in an imaginary prism.My Catharsis
I am a hunger seeking to be sated by starvation, stygian shadows dancing on the wall. I am melancholia and sterilized metal, the cloying taste of Tylenol on my tongue.
I am words voiced by a pathological liar, nostalgia felt on summer nights. I am sunlight tracing the edge of a little girl's smile, the dull, aged flicker of a silver screen.
I am the butterfly we
by ~MyWhimsicalAlter
Of1. Everything is dark again. (when I turned on the bedroom lights, one flickered out and died) Maybe this is a sign from the God I don't believe in.Of
2. The lacerations widen like little tears in the ozone layer, opening up to space and infecting me with the nothingness between solar systems
3. I can function, almost, but not quite, when starving myself. When spots appear bright and perpetually twinkling in my field of vision, tracing zigzag arcs against a color-stained canvas, connect-a-dot labyrinths in the quietude of a famished mind
4. Fat in
by ~MyWhimsicalAlter
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"Mendacem memorem esse oportet"- A liar needs a good memory
"Nooo; not the coffee! I need that to live DAMMIT!!" -Me
I am a member of the ~Self-Injury-Club
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My eyes feel feverish
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Sesquipedalian and proud of it!!
"Mendacem memorem esse oportet"- A liar needs a good memory
"Nooo; not the coffee! I need that to live DAMMIT!!" -Me
I am a member of the ~Self-Injury-Club
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Sorry for the mistakes... I'm french...
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Sesquipedalian and proud of it!!
"Mendacem memorem esse oportet"- A liar needs a good memory
"Nooo; not the coffee! I need that to live DAMMIT!!" -Me
I am a member of the ~Self-Injury-Club
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Energy is eternal delight.
- William Blake
Remember you must live.
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Sesquipedalian and proud of it!!
"Mendacem memorem esse oportet"- A liar needs a good memory
"Nooo; not the coffee! I need that to live DAMMIT!!" -Me
I am a member of the ~Self-Injury-Club
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